Three weeks of exam finally almost come to an end. Tomorro is my last paper. In my mind i just thinking I want to go back home. It has been a long long journey for me. Suffering, torturing, and also a time full of disappointment. Not disappointed toward God, but I’m disappointed with myself. Thing that can get better, but just because of my stupid carelessness, it became the opposite way. This semester result really has to depend on God’s grace and mercy.

2 days before, after my terrible exam (Structural Analysis - This Course is no play play one. Terribly difficult). Sitting in front of my study table, thinking of how badly I’ve done for my paper. I look out from my window, saw a very beautiful view (normally I won’t look at that). But people were enjoying themselves while I have to study so hard for my final exam??? So unfair….
So I decided I want to take a break from studying, the last paper, also don’t have mood to study, only thinking of holiday.
So I decided I want to kayak.

Being in Unimas for 2 years already. I never try that. So I bring some of my friends together with me to enjoy ourselves. (They all in the same mood as me, hehe)
This is frist time I tried this, its fun. Really fun. I didn’t get wet, neither do I fall down as well. Good in balancing ma. After kayaking in the lake for few round, a bit tired, but I felt better, no more so down cast. The peace just fill my heart, looking at the creation of God.

It’s really fun. So if anyone who never tried kayak before, maybe some time I can consider to bring you for that.