Wednesday, July 16, 2008Why God never give me what I wanted for my life?
Why everything in my life doesn't seem so smooth going for these few weeks?
Why I just can't be as happy as before?
Many things in my life had changed. I have been so
EMO for these few weeks. Wondering what happen to me....
After I started my last year in my degree course last week, everything seem like not right at all.
I looked at my time table, there are still so many free time, but in practical, I seem like so packed with assignments and projects. Final year is not easy at all!!!
Pray that I won't get the wrong topic for my final year project.
Besides all the thing bout my studies, I started to wonder around my ministry.
Wondering what step should I take.
I have came to a step where I don't want to do the same thing over and over again; where there is no improvement and breakthrough at all in my life and ministry (That's what I think).
But indeed the Lord is faithful. He will never leave me nor forsake me. I was comforted by His word.
If you ask me whether I've found the answer for my life and my different question I faced. I will say no.
But I still believe in Him.
Step by Step He will lead me.
I just need to trust.
Psalms 20 20:1 For the director of music. A psalm of David.May the LORD answer you when you are in distress;may the name of the God of Jacob protect you. 2 May he send you help from the sanctuary and grant you support from Zion. 3 May he remember all your sacrifices and accept your burnt offerings.4 May he give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed. 5 We will shout for joy when you are victorious and will lift up our banners in the name of our God.May the LORD grant all your requests. 6 Now I know that the LORD saves his anointed;he answers him from his holy heaven with the saving power of his right hand. 7 Some trust in chariots and some in horses,but we trust in the name of the LORD our God. 8 They are brought to their knees and fall,but we rise up and stand firm. 9 O LORD, save the king!Answer us when we call! (from New International Version)
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